This is messed up...

I am so frustrated with many things right now.

1. My grades are jumping up and down. One moment I have an A, the next moment I have a B+, and then it's back to an A-. I know there's still time to keep my grades up but, 9th grade has been so much harder to keep up with compared to 8th grade. I just guess that means I have to slow down even more with social media... *sigh* School comes before play.

2. Last weekend, I had my concerto (it's kinda like a duet on pianos) and I got four out of five points. When I was practicing, I always got it perfect but once I'm on stage, on a different piano, I completely freak out and start making tons of mistakes! It's not because I don't practice, it's because of my nerves. Last year, was my first five (third time's the charm!) but I still could manage to do the same this year. I wonder if it's just the whole tempo of the song that screwed me even more or because I missed the recital. Either way, I'm frustrated with myself for screwing up so much!

3. MIXPOD IS SHUTTING DOWN?! Last night, I decided to listen to some music on mixpod.com and... the weirdest message popped up. At first, I thought it was a joke but, it seems pretty real now. Apparently, mixpod is shutting down. I'm not exactly sure why but, it does not make me happy. I can still use mixpod but now I have to download the app (I don't want to though since I have most of the songs on my iPod already) but... it just sucks. No more adding songs to my playlist now and it's hard to modify it here on Blogger. =(

4. Blogger has been glitching a lot. A lot of my gadgets aren't working so I had to delete them... But that isn't too frustrating, I guess. I'm gonna miss some of the features though.

5. High School Applications are confusing. Since I'm the oldest member of my family, we have no idea what to do when applying for a high school. Early registration already ended (my mother does not understand that) and I am clueless about everything. I really want to go to that high school but, I don't know what will happen. I just can't wait to get all of this over with!

6. I keep getting sick. Lately, all I've been is sick. I understand that a lot of it is my wrongdoing for not keeping myself healthy but even with healthy habits, I still get sick! It's frustrating to go to school with headaches and missing out things (like my piano recital) because I'm so ill! Even when I'm better, it still comes back. I'm constantly yawning too. Hopefully, I get better soon.

...So I guess that's the end of my ranting. Writing is a great way to get your frustrations out so, I guess that's what I'll do from now on (I'm not sure about writing everything here though...) Either way, hopefully things will turn out better.
♥Petpet

P.S. Forgot one more thing to add...
7. Why must it be in Japan only?! There's this app that I really really want (Idolm@ster Mobile i) but it's only available in Japan! Even if it's free, I can't download it because I'm in the U.S. and I have to be a Japanese resident. (Well, it's because I have a U.S. account and it requires Japanese account. They don't accept money in U.S. currency.) It's so unfair! I mean, it's still free so, why why why?! After trying so hard to get the IM@S game, here it is: a free game where I have the console... and I can't download it. My only hope is for someone in Japan so "gift" the game to my account. If you are a resident of Japan with and iTunes account and you are reading this... PLEASE HELP ME! You would make my life ten times better.

I don't care if I don't understand Japanese. As long as I know how to play, I'm good!

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